decided to sign up for the baptism class.
the real reason behind was to be "authorise" to hold my wedding next year in church.
what a ........ ans. at least i'm honest with myself.
attended the 1st lesson yesterday. looking thru the course layout makes me regret for signing up.
in my opinion, the stuff was rather dry and i had to go thru 3 hours each wk. plus... we need to be engage in small groups. this was the most dreading part... in my mind, i was like: oh shit! how could i survive?? this is even worse than my co course.
1st topic was super boring. the pastor came unprepared. his voice was soft even though with the mic on.
thereafter, we were separated into small groups.. i was in a diff group with boyfriend. that made me even uh.....
perhaps, God knew i do not want to face it alone. there was a change of plans when we told the pastor in charge that there will be a lesson we could not attend. it was then, boyfriend joined my group. we then knew the groups are divided according to our age. of course, i belong to the younger. but after we settled down, we were asked to change another group which the 1 boyfriend suppose to go. again, the uneasy feeling came to me though with boyfriend this time.. i was the youngest.. i was worried about the words coming out of my mouth during sharing.. anyway, things turned out quite well.. everyone has something in common with each other.
i was glad that the 1st session ended well, and i'm do not have the dread feeling anymore...
Praise to be God