abandoned

i had abandoned this blog for quite a long time.

i even thought of shutting down since i was penning most of my thoughts in another blog which consist more abt worldly stuff.

i'm not saying this blog should be holy. and there's no way i could be holy.

felt a gush of guilt as i read thru the past few entries. it seems that i'm so absorbed in the stuff around me nowadays.

i do pray to God every now and then. but most of them are my requests to Him.

asking Him for his blessings/ forgiveness/ wants.

i hardly read His word or even procrastinating of attending church.

even i was in church, my mind will drift off thinking what to do after the service.

what a wretch i am!